Monday, March 9, 2009 •
& i blogged at Monday, March 09, 2009
Now days, its hard to find a good and understanding life partner. What i mean is that when u find one, there is alwayssomething that is not right for you.So, todays topic for my post is about a relationship. Well, let me share mine. ThisPicture up here was taken when im in a relationship with syuhaidah whom is my previous partner. At first, we havesome difficulties to satrt a relationship due to rumors. We talk things out and yeahh we become one lovely copule eventually.So we did have a great time at for the few months, we went out oftenly, we meet oftenly, we hug and kiss whenever we're goingto our seperates ways, we celeberates our monthly anniversary together and yeahhh we're extremely lovely couples. But then,as days goes by, things getting from bad to worst. Me with my soccer commitment and she is just being at home by herself and realy hope for me to meet her up maybe after training or maybe during my off days. I can really see, that im a self-centeredguy who really thinks for myself and my feelings but what about her? I really wanna say sorry to her cause now that i relise,why i didn't treasure her that day and why do i do stupid things behind her back. I mean, i can't really ask anything moreform her cause she is one of million types of girl which guys are looking for. She understands me, She show her concernstowards me, she put her very best in our relationship and she is one strong girl thats for sure. Its my mistake for breaking up with her and now im regretting it. She is one of mummy's favourite girl and mummy always ask about her even tillnow. Again, Syuhaidah, Im sorry. I know its all my fault and now u have make me relise what relationship does really mean.
Now u're with somebody, somebody who i knew and somebody who i study in the same class with but what more can i do.There's nothing else i can do but to see how u going and hopefully u both will last long. When i watch how u both going now,i can see how am i towards u when we're together. I really do. It really reflects on me. I alwyas ask her how is she doingwith the relationship but she will keep it to herself and let she suffer her own. Now, u people can see how strong she is.She, as usual, always trying her best for her relationship. Now, i wish i could turn back the time and stick to the daywhen we're happy together. I really hope to see her face fill with a smile and happiness like before. This, i really hopeit will come true.
Syuhaidah Binte Mohd Gaporr, a girl who is understanding, a person who show her concern towrards her partner,Always giver her very best for relationshp , Strong girl and she's my greatest ex i ever had. She really is.
