Wake up early in the morning when my mom, sissy both have gone to work. Hahaha. I donnoe why but i always wake up when nobody at home. Maybe i can do my own things kot or maybe thats the only time i can have my peace without mummy nagging away. Hahaa. But i miss my mummy too. When i woke up, she's no more to be seen at home. When i come back from soccer, she is already alseep. Aiyaaa. Wanna have a talk oso cannot. Now, i prefer to be at home rather then going out doing nothing. Even to go training. I donnoe why but something in this house just make me wanna sit at home. Hahaha! Probbly im on process to be a good boy? Hahaha! Yeahhh, maybe. Cheyy. As fir training, really don't have the mood to play cause my body is still fatigue and letargic but still i have to push myself. After training, have my dinner with teamates and im off home. Well, i'll be starting my training at west spring secondary soon. Wohooo, its only about 3km from my house? isit? Hahaha. Not so sure.Alright then. Nytenyte!

" Game tomorrow but.... "

Tomorrow game against NFA U-17 at jalan besar and im not preparing myself. Prepare myself as in doing badly for recently training. I really wanted to play for tomorrows game but the way i play didn't convince my coach that much and i really agree with that. My crosses are all hay wire, my touches aiya everything luh. This is what happen to me every year in any club. All the coach really convince with me at the start but as day goes by, i can't really convince them anymore. I really got this habbit in me and how am i supposed to solve this matter? So tyme starts from now on all the way to Middle June or July. If still can't convince my coach, well i think im gonna be out of the team by then. So yeaahh. Not starting in tomorrow's game, im just gonna be a bench-wamer and yeaah let see how it goes tomorrow. Nytes.

Recently im starting to have my late late rest as in sleep. Well, what can u expect when u're having a 2 weeks holiday. Well, i really have a great time spending my holiday this week. Monday, after training, teamates plan was to go my house and have a she-sha. So they did. Meet up my "wife" at lot 1 and all the way to my house. On the way back home order Macdonald for our late late dinner. So yeaah. We slack all the way till 5am and then we parted our own ways. Tuesday, after training, went to toh guan to meet up school mates and we were like so boring and randomly make a decision to go Arab street for she-sha. We have fun there we played few games which will really make us make a fool of our own. Next to Newton to have our late dinner which is already at 2am. We bought alot of food uh and im lazy to mention all the dishes. Then we make a move to Mount Faber and slack till all of us were tired and fatigue. So headed back home. Wednesday went for a normal soccer training at Chuachukang Stadium and after that off to meet up with my "wife" and have dinner at greenridge and we have our first serious talk. Hahaha. Today im going back school early in the morning and i have to go watch SAFFC game at chuachukang stadium. So yeaah. Im having my off day 2morrow. Yayyy! Hahaha. Nytes!

First thing first, Happy 17th Birthday to Raden and all the best in u academic life and ur soccer life. Look, we've been in the same club for 2005,2006 and 2008. For this year u 're in the national and im just in a club. So u have the much more talent and don't waste it. Don't care what people gonna say and just prove them that u're much better than them. In 4 days time, ur relationship gonna turn 1 year old. Know what? People is talking good things about ur relationship. So yeahh. Stick the way u are now and don't easily give up on life. Be strong Bro!

Alright, Yesterday basiclly there's no school for me as there was soccer tournament against all the other ITE campus from the west area. There is Angmokio, Balestier, Bukit Batok and Clementi. So yeahh, start off with taking a picture of us making the YOG word and i swear im pissed off that point of time. I mean why us and some more under the hot sun. Haiya! Alot of friends where there and of course we talk we play against them. So start of our qualifying round with 9 goal in 3 matches. Qualified for the quarter final, semi final and final. Our final game is against Balestier and yeahh we did win and we was pronounce as the champions for B boys. We got ourself a medal and a towel. Hahaha.

Firstly, my appologies to the people who read my previous post and feel unsatisfied about it. I don't really wrote it to make people feel unsatisfied or something but im justletting out what my heart says. I mean, where else can i let my heart out if not in the blogryte? So yeahhh. Im really really sorry. I don't really mean what u people might think. So yeah.

Today, the moon happens to be a full moon and it really reminds me of something. I don'twanna eleborate more about it but today also let me meet sombody that i wanted to meetfor a very long preiod of time. My heart really beat very fast at the time when i meetthat somebody. I donnoe why but its true. Slack with teamates and they give some goodwords and yeahh they're indeed a good friend. Not one but all of them did give me the goodwords. I was really touch by the way they are. So yeahh. Thanks peeps. One of them alsodid ask me to watch John tucker movie cause they said my situation is almost the same asthat movie. So, im gonna watch them and im gonna tell u whether its true what my friend saidat the next post. So nyte people.

Now u're with somebody, somebody who i knew and somebody who i study in the same class with but what more can i do.There's nothing else i can do but to see how u going and hopefully u both will last long. When i watch how u both going now,i can see how am i towards u when we're together. I really do. It really reflects on me. I alwyas ask her how is she doingwith the relationship but she will keep it to herself and let she suffer her own. Now, u people can see how strong she is.She, as usual, always trying her best for her relationship. Now, i wish i could turn back the time and stick to the daywhen we're happy together. I really hope to see her face fill with a smile and happiness like before. This, i really hopeit will come true.

Syuhaidah Binte Mohd Gaporr, a girl who is understanding, a person who show her concern towrards her partner,Always giver her very best for relationshp , Strong girl and she's my greatest ex i ever had. She really is.

Alright! As i told you at the previous post that im going for the Milo MOE Youth Tryathlon volunteering at sentosa. Son i went together with my sibilngs from Fitness Training Course and im 100% sure that everybody is unhappy about volunteering this milo thingy. Try to imagine, we have to pay for our dinner, we have to go and buy our own dinner, we did work till late morning at around 1 and the worst still, they don't organize very well. How can they run out of bikes for the participants? Thats one of the example u can see. So, parents keep coming to us and complain, shouted and unsatisfied about some things. Even the first aider are not there when they're in need. Can u imagine? A Triathlon without first aider? Hahaha. Cool Shit! Well, im lucky for not entering the competition! Hahaha. Im just a helper there. Hahaha.

Firstly, this picture was taken when we're Primary 6 okey. So we do really look like small kids. Haha. Secondly, Happy 17th Birthday to this bro of mine, Evan, which he had already celebrate yesterday. So yeahhh. Acctually i was in the cab on the way back on the 3rd of March his birthday suddenly appear on my mind. So give him a call and wish him luh. Normal thing. Meet him yesterday on his birthday itself outside school and have a chit chat for a while cause then in need to watch The warriors play (SAFFC) against The protectors (Home Utd). Standard, SAFFC win with a score of 3-1 to us. Hahaha. Okey back to stories, we'll be going out with evan together with Bro Said to not sure where yet luh. Maybe JTT? Hahaa. About tomorrow, school send my name to this Milo MOE Youth Tryatlon Volunteer at Sentosa for 2 days which is on Friday till Sat afternoon. So yeahh. Im not going training tomorrow and anybody going sentosa? Hahaha. Meet u people there. So again, Happy 17th Birthday to Evan or Muhammad Iskandar Rebano. Hopefully u can cope with ur studies at PJC and pass with flying colours! Chowwwss.

Muhammad Farhan was a name given by both my parents on the 15th of june 1992. I was given a great talent from the above which is soccer. Im in Fitness Training Course in Clementi campus. Im playing for a football club name SAFFC. Im the last from 3 siblings and the only guy in the family. Im choosy when it comes to choosing a life partner and thats what cause me not in relationship for sometime. I own Msn, Facebook, Tagged and a friendster. Need any of the infos? Ask me.