Video made by Syuhaidah.

While I recall all the words you spoke to me. Can't help but wish that I was there, Back where I'd love to be. Dear God the only thing I ask of you Is to hold her when I'm not around, When I'm much too far away. We all need that person who can be true to you. But I left her when I found her and now I wish I'd stayed. Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired. I'm missing you again. Once again. - Avenged Sevenfold - Dear God -

Basicly today is 10 October 2008. It could be the 11 Monthsary for myself and syuhaidah but eventually we've broke up abput 2 months ago. So yeaah, this date still stuck in my head and i don't think it will be erase from my head. Actually i've plan to go out with her before this date falls but i donnoe, maybe she have her own reason for not going. She may be loving someone else and had tell me her true feeling but i just can't believe by saying that she had no more feelings for me in just a blink of eyes. I know she have been in contact with aan for quite sometime and im sure her love towards him is increasing as days goes by. I can't stop her from doing that cause its her life now and im no one to stop her from doing anything. So much advise from friends but what else can i do to win her back. There's nothing. Its hard when i have a competitor. A sweet girl with a kind-hearted. What more can i expect from her. Yeaaap, im agree with aan that i donnoe how to take good care of her heart. Yeaaah its true. So now its all urs aan. Prove it to me that u can take good care of her. I'll back off from ur relationship and yeaah, Good Luck. As for Syuhaidah, All the best for ur O-Level aite. I have faith in u of going far in studies. For the sake of the happiness in ur life. I'll leave. Good Luck both of you. Im off.