Thursday, March 13, 2008 •
& i blogged at Thursday, March 13, 2008
Why does its hard for me to listen to people instruction and want people wants? Because of this, I’ve make people feeling fill with angriness and even hurt them. I have instruction given like” THAT THING IS PRIVATE AND CONFIDENTIAL SO KNOW ONE CAN READ THEM”. But I just ignore that instruction. Wasn’t that stupid? I mean, hey that’s people private thing. For what fuck must I read people private stuff? I don’t even have the right to read them. Common Farhan, this is not the way to have your relationship to be like before. This just makes your relationship go wrong. I’m the one who wants this relationship of mine to be like before. But look what I’ve done? Where is my sense of humor? I have this feeling that my old attitude is coming back to me but like what the fuck, what can I get from my old attitude? Ended myself back inside that place? Can I get the love from my love ones if I go back to my old attitude? Dream on lah Farhan, I don’t think I can get the love from my love ones if I go back to my old attitude. I have to fight for it. I don’t want to have my old attitude back. I want the love from her. Well, I think I need time to be on my own. I’m not hiding myself but this is just the only way to fight those fucking old attitudes.Girlfriend: I enjoy going out with u just now. I love to look at your smile. But I’m sorry that today outing has to end that way. Sorry again. But still, I’m in love with the one and only u sweetheart.
