Sunday, March 16, 2008 •
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Home alone ryte now. So decide to spend this time on my blog. Wake up at 10 plus and straight to the toilet and wash up. When I wake up, my fractured hand is aching. Till now I’m enduring with the pain. It really makes me sick! I try to have rest but then the pain just won’t let me. This is a regret for me! I was so stubborn that time that I open up the cements myself and got scolding from my mom. Mummy die die want me to go back to the hospital and put it back but I just don’t give a damn! Now that I’m suffering, I just regret that I won’t listen to mummy advice that time. Girlfriendf is out to watch her schoolmates performing at dancework! Suddenly my heart says that I’m missing her. I’m missing her ryte now and I miss her hug! I wish she is here with me now so that I can give a big hug but I don want to meet her up because I don’t want her to see me suffering from the pain. I’m happy to see girlfriend enjoying her self there with her friend. Seeing her happy and enjoying the fun there just makes me feel happy for her too! Okay. That’s it for now. My hand is aching ryte now. Take care peeps! •
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Saturday,March 15, 2008
Have to wake up early in the morning to have my beep test at Jalan Besar stadium. I got Level 11 shuttle 1. I improve about 3 to 4 shuttle. Ha-ha it’s pathetic. Actually beep test is all about mentality. If your mentality is strong, u can achieve in great marks for the beep test. So yeah, happy with my beep test cause at least I improve from the last beep test.
Went out with evan and ejan as we have plan earlier. Our first stop was to go Arab Street to have our lunch and shisha there. So we took 960 and alight near Bugis MRT. Then we walk all the way to the shop name El-Sheikh. Eating there remind me of my old work place, Baladi. Yeah they still owe me 100 bucks. Ha-ha. The food there was like Lebanese food. So we have our food and of course not forgetting the shisha. Ha-ha. After finishing all our eating and shisha-ing, I decide to go Bugis to buy a string necklace for my gold coin. After going to Bugis Street, we played pool at a place near by. Sorry ejan, U can’t defeat the best. Ha-ha. Macam paham. We played for only 1 hour cause it is $12.80 for 1 hour. Can u imagine that? I can play 2 hours at Bukit Timah. Ha-ha. After playing pool, we play arcade still at Bugis. Play a game something like Daytona lah. Again sorry ejan, u still can’t defeat the best of the best. Ha-ha. Joking jek Jan. Takmo marah ekh. Lain kali ader kan banyak training. Ha-ha.
After that went Tiong Bahru to meet up ejan friend. After that proceed to, alah I forget the name of the hotel lah but seriously grand giler nyer. The food there was yummy especially the dessert. Yummy. My favourite was the ice-cream. Tak boleh carry sey. After that we slack there till 12. Ejan. Thanks ekh for everything semalam! i seriously enjoying myself yesterday! muaks muaks muaks !
Thursday, March 13, 2008 •
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Why does its hard for me to listen to people instruction and want people wants? Because of this, I’ve make people feeling fill with angriness and even hurt them. I have instruction given like” THAT THING IS PRIVATE AND CONFIDENTIAL SO KNOW ONE CAN READ THEM”. But I just ignore that instruction. Wasn’t that stupid? I mean, hey that’s people private thing. For what fuck must I read people private stuff? I don’t even have the right to read them. Common Farhan, this is not the way to have your relationship to be like before. This just makes your relationship go wrong. I’m the one who wants this relationship of mine to be like before. But look what I’ve done? Where is my sense of humor? I have this feeling that my old attitude is coming back to me but like what the fuck, what can I get from my old attitude? Ended myself back inside that place? Can I get the love from my love ones if I go back to my old attitude? Dream on lah Farhan, I don’t think I can get the love from my love ones if I go back to my old attitude. I have to fight for it. I don’t want to have my old attitude back. I want the love from her. Well, I think I need time to be on my own. I’m not hiding myself but this is just the only way to fight those fucking old attitudes.Girlfriend: I enjoy going out with u just now. I love to look at your smile. But I’m sorry that today outing has to end that way. Sorry again. But still, I’m in love with the one and only u sweetheart.
Wednesday, March 12, 2008 •
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Girlfriend, I want u to know that having u in my life is not a regret. I can’t imagine if my life doesn’t fill with all your love. You just doesn’t fails to make me smile and happy. You have this trademark and that is your smile. You just melt my heart when u smiles. Remember when I was tribally sick? U’re the one who are concern about me. You message me every minute and every hour just to make sure that I’m okey. I look thru my phone yesterday and I just can’t keep my eyes off from the old pictures that we took together. While looking at the pictures, I ask myself whether my relationship with have change. Yup there is but I just cannot tell myself what it is. Maybe it will when time goes by. I was spending my day with girlfriend today at Tanglin. Trust me girlfriend, I’m going to make today as the most memorial day! I like the part where we were watching at your family. I wish I could have more of that time with u. Seriously B, I can’t afford to loose u. There are no other gals that can replace you Because I have lock you in a special place I’m my heart and I have throw the keys in the rover of love so everybody knows that you’re mine and we’re in love together. I’m going to try my very best to give my fullest love to you. I don wish to see any tears dropping down your face BUT if u can’t stop your tears from dropping, then mu shoulder is always there for u to lean on. Once again Girlfriend, I love u to the maximum till the end of me! muakss! Sunday, March 9, 2008 •
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Its 12 in the midnight! So happy 4th Monthsary to Gf and Me !! Today was supposed to went out with gf to vivo but the plan was cancel cause I have this ‘jemputan’ made by my neighbour. Just next door lah . Mummy was nagging cause I take my own sweet time to get ready. Mummy was seriously kanchong ! She is so freaking irritating. So when we are all set to go , we just can’t decide who to go out first. Haha . I was damn shy ! Haha. So mummy get irritated and she give in and decide to go first. She was so cute at that time . One Fact , Seriously in love with my family BUT hate it when it comes to argument. Serious! When it comes to argument, It is fucking irritating! I donnoe why this argument can’t stop! Okey back to the story. Neighbour dishes is so fucikng delicious and spicy! I ate rice , sambal goreng pengantin, daging rendang and not forgeting the sambal belacan! Yummy ! for my dessert, I ate my favourite kuih hijau. Something like green muffins with coconut in the inside! Yum yum !
After having my lunch , go back to my home sweet home and msg gf to get ready to vivo but then she say its 3pm and she is lazy to go out at this time. Then I decide to meet her under the block. Atleast to look at her beautiful face to make me smile. So went to Bukit Panjang Plaza to buy her contact lenses. She was like wanting that contact lenses so much but she just can’t save enough money due to her sim card thingy. So I decide to buy that contact lenses for our 4th monthsary. I donnoe lah wheather she like or not. As ussual , no aspration comes out form her face. Just an odinary smile. Haha. Gf then plan to go Jurong Piont to buy her art thingy but then decide to go west small instead cause Jurong Point was like to far. After buying her stuff, went to buy my stuff at gombak. Thanks to rasul, my classmates. After that we parted away at Chua Chu Kang. Im sorry gf for alah u know I know lah . Haha.
After having my lunch , go back to my home sweet home and msg gf to get ready to vivo but then she say its 3pm and she is lazy to go out at this time. Then I decide to meet her under the block. Atleast to look at her beautiful face to make me smile. So went to Bukit Panjang Plaza to buy her contact lenses. She was like wanting that contact lenses so much but she just can’t save enough money due to her sim card thingy. So I decide to buy that contact lenses for our 4th monthsary. I donnoe lah wheather she like or not. As ussual , no aspration comes out form her face. Just an odinary smile. Haha. Gf then plan to go Jurong Piont to buy her art thingy but then decide to go west small instead cause Jurong Point was like to far. After buying her stuff, went to buy my stuff at gombak. Thanks to rasul, my classmates. After that we parted away at Chua Chu Kang. Im sorry gf for alah u know I know lah . Haha.
Then went to greenridge to cut my hair. My hair was so thick and it irrited me! I want to get a new hairstyle so I decide to cut MULLET. I tot is was okey but then it turn up Sucks ! My peeps call me a lot of name. Ex konvict, Chris Brown , Chris Aliff. Aiya . A lot lah . Gonna meet gf 2morow morning at 8. Just for her to judge my hair. Haha. Make sure no laughing at it okey ! Haha. Okey lah . That’s all for today . Update next tyme . Nite human beings !
Monday, March 3, 2008 •
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Hey human beings! First of all, it’s a must to say sory to gf! you should know why lah yer. Im seriously sorry for that but whatever it is, I promise that I will not reapet the same mistake ever again. Take my words yer . Hehe.So, I was busy this few days due to my soccer training. Yesterday was supposed to be the final selection from 100 something under 16 soccer players to 25 Soccer players but due to the wet weather, the team had selected 45 under 16 soccer players. This 45 Under 16 soccer players including me , wan spider , zul bibir , norman and there alot more of the talented players were ask to continue the selection by coming to training. From there, they will cut off 20 players from there. The question is, can I make it to the team? There’s only one answer for it and that is just wait and see. Haha. My training schedule for this month is tight. We have only Sunday to have our rest. From Monday to Saturday will be the training at either Farrer park field, Bukit timah field, Kallang field and jalan besar stadium. Can I cope with this?
For the sports day, I think im going to back off from all the event as I was lazy , no confidence and aiya I donnoe why lah. Tomorrow is the 200m and 4x400 meter event and I was like find other people to replace me. I donnoe why im lack of confidence this few days. So yeah. Maybe im not going to the sports day heat tomorrow and im going to the training at farrer park tomorrow from 5 to 7 . The excuse going to give to the teacher in charge is that im not feeling well. Simple as ABC . Hehe. Oh yah . this morning when I was going to recess , Mr rani stop me and ask for my bag. He check my bag wether there ios any ciggrates was found. I was so confident that nothing will happen but then , he found a lighter in my bag. I was cursing my sister all along. She use my bag and put those stupid staff in my bag. Haiya . tsk tsk tsk .
To my lovely gf , I’m seriously sorry about what happen. But I want u to know this. No matter what happen, your love towards me will never change. My love towards you is indeed very strong. I seriously love you and don’t want any replacement by any other gals as you’re my one and only. Sayang dier ! muakssss !!!
